I know it wasn’t much but I still consider to put a lot of efforts into it. And among other stuff as well. You made it seem like I don’t really contribute to the relationship.

You faked somethings and acted like it really made you happy and I thought you were and now I’m just not sure.

It feels like your stepping on my efforts and that hurts.

I decorated my sims house with a christmas theme and I even worked on yours sim house. It probably doesn’t mean much to you but it meant something for me considering I never really cared for christmas until I met you and then christmas meant something to me.

I know you see my efforts and acknowledge them but they don’t land an impact. I do stuff I don’t like because I know it makes you happy and now I feel like I don’t even want to try anymore.

I ask if I ever made you ‘thump’ which is our keyword for heart-beat. And you said I never really made your heart thump. I tried so hard and I always thought I made you happy but I guess not.

You say I’m the one for you but I wonder. I want a person in my life who can make my heart skip a beat and I’m sure you do too. If your only with me because were stable then I don’t know what else to tell you other than, that won’t work.

I want to make your heart skip a beat the way you make mine skip.